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11 January 2010 @ 12:48 am
I have a dream, a fantasy, to help me through reality.  
Brandon called me out on having no self-esteem and he's right.
I feel like I'm just a shell of a person, like I'm not really there.

I crave emotional and physical closeness to other people. I feel so lonely and unable to connect with other people all the time.

I don't really talk to anyone anymore, either. I miss people.

I'm really confused about what I want to do with my life. Like, insanely unsure. The things I'd like to do: museum curator, college professor, writer, politician, ob/gyn, family practitioner, and foreign service officer. Right now I'm a history major, and I'm planning to take a second major in the science track of anthropology and a minor in French. If I got permission to take extra courses, I could also be pre-med. I'm just so confused.
Current Music: I Have A Dream - ABBA